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You ever feel like you just want to give in but you know that you can't? I know that it would help ease some of the tension, at least for a little while but I also know that in the long run it doesn't really help. Hell in the long run probably just make things worse. But I've got so much crap running through my head and really don't know what to do or where to turn.

Long rant. Maybe a trigger for some, doubt it but better safe than sorryCollapse )

I want to give in so bad

You ever feel like you just want to give in but you know that you can't? I know that it would help ease some of the tension, at least for a little while but I also know that in the long run it doesn't really help. Hell in the long run probably just make things worse. But I've got so much crap running through my head and really don't know what to do or where to turn.
Long rambling rant some may find a bit triggering. Nothing graphic or especially descriptive thoughCollapse )

Writer's write

They say that writer's write. That if you want to be a successful writer there are two things you have to do as much as possible. The first one is write. And the second is read. I enjoy doing both. Even though I'm not all that great at either, I still enjoy them. But my true passion is photography. There is something magical about capturing a moment in time for others to see. Creating a memory, sharing what you see with others, taking something most people would overlook and turning it into art. I hope to someday be able to do both. But for now I guess I'll just write this and call it good for the night.

Writer's Block: Meow vs. Arf

Cats or dogs-- which do you prefer, and why?


Hands down going to have to say dogs. I live with my brother and sis-in-law and their cats, around 30 of them. I love them to death but not a cat person. Max, my pup, is always happy to see me. He doesn't go to the bathroom all over the house (and won't go inside period, even on his piddle pad). He loves to cuddle and play. He doesn't bite me or dig his claws into me. He doesn't pee on me. Yeah give me a dog any time. Especially my sweet baby boy.

Pissed off

Went back to the doctor about my ankle today. He was a complete ass and seriously pissed me off. Not to mention didn't do a damn thing to help. Apparently I've got torn tendons and ligaments but they're on the outside of my ankle. The stupid bone chip on the inside of my ankle is still there but he's not convinced that is what's causing the pain. He also told me that I had 2 choices, I could let them run a bunch of tests and more than likely they could tell me what's not the problem but not likely fix it or I could go see the other doctor across town who has extra training in ankles. I decided to go to the other doctor. Called his office this afternoon and they said that they had to get the records from the doctor I saw today before they can schedule an appointment. So I called the first doctor's office and asked them to fax the records over.
I called the second doctor's office back later to see if they had gotten the records yet (because like I'm an idiot I thought they'd do it today) and was told it would probably be 5-7 days before they got the records. Then after that the other doctor would have to review the records and decide whether or not to accept me as a patient. So if he doesn't that take me as a patient my choice is either to go to Denver or Salt Lake (both of which are about 4-5 hours from here) This sucks!